urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin Diabolo Sam Diabolo Sam 2006-03-20T18:59:45Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:41496 2006-03-20T18:56:08Z 2006-03-20T18:59:45Z Rohypnol / GHB<br />"Effects On The User: The effects depend on the amount taken. In small doses, it can have an aphrodisiacal effect and give feelings of euphoria, well-being, relaxation and calmness. At high doses, it can cause dizziness, nausea, vomiting, muscle spasms, loss of consciousness and coma."<br /><br />www.operationscorpion.org.uk urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:38835 2006-02-13T19:13:40Z 2006-02-13T19:13:40Z *does the hula dance*<br /><br />Ooooo!!!!!<br /><br />:) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:38019 2006-02-11T10:33:54Z 2006-02-11T18:38:16Z You know that you need to get out and see your friends when you watch a cooking program on a saturday morning. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:37860 2006-02-10T23:49:08Z 2006-02-11T22:25:06Z I just found out that Jamie Oliver and I have a similar use for "giants green peas".<br />hehe! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:37150 2006-02-02T12:36:30Z 2006-02-02T12:36:30Z Placebo - Meds Well I've used it twice and both times its worked.<br /><br />That by far makes up for not getting the job. At least now I can rely on it.<br /><br /> BRILLIANT!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:36855 2006-01-31T20:50:06Z 2006-01-31T20:50:06Z One coat of paint completed, and i am COVERED in green paint for hair to knees. But at least I've started it. Thank god. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:36341 2006-01-27T18:21:56Z 2006-01-27T18:21:56Z Rant of the day/week/month<br /><br />Fuck off you piece of shit. your a whore, with died hair and a shitty smile. You think its clever to screw around, take drugs, get drug and to tell everyone how terrible your life is.<br />ITS NOT TERRIBLE ITS YOU WHO'S FUCKING IT UP YOU SELFISH COW.<br /><br />~*AND*~ <br /><br />You utter fucking bitch. If your not intelligent enough or find it "educative" to listen and express your opinions than that's far fucking enough, but you DARE tell me to shut up again. or i might explode and tell everyone what your really like, you back stabbing brown nose.<br /><br />i would carry on with everyone/thing i hate but no one wants to hear. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:35996 2006-01-25T16:36:23Z 2006-01-25T16:36:23Z Last night i had a dream that, john cleese, olly, (a lady who i cant remember) and I all had to swallow a slug. But not only did it not look like a snug, but more like a gecko in a condom, but we were also in a woman's toilet.<br /><br />odd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:33647 2006-01-05T12:47:36Z 2006-01-05T12:47:36Z We were sat in bed, and olly was eating the rest of the <br />chocolate brownie in the pitch black, when I hear a plasticy<br />sound. He was sat there eating the plastic container after <br />finishing the brownie. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:33157 2006-01-03T12:11:15Z 2006-01-03T12:11:15Z I have been here for just over four days and I/We have:<br /><br />slept for about 47 hours<br />harassed the Storrington village with pretty explosions<br />walked alot :)<br />baked cookies<br />broken a washing machine (with newspaper)<br />got my feet wet<br />done "festive actives"<br />might have slight food poisoning<br />seen ALOT of deer<br />received the sweetest and most beautiful gift i have ever been given<br />celebrated new year, being stoned, stood next to a two foot "new born" jesus<br />been exploring a little<br />realised ive came with very little clothes<br /><br />and other things only important or interesting to me :p urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:32782 2005-12-29T21:31:43Z 2005-12-29T21:31:43Z When you look into a mirror,<br /><br />do you see your self, or a little girl in such a big scary world? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:32418 2005-12-27T22:16:55Z 2005-12-28T02:01:53Z The Patchwork Cat<br /><br />"Good mornings good yawnings" says Tabbys getting up. She stretches. She sleeps on a quilt. It is patchwork like her. She loves it.<br /><br />Me aged 5/6 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:30546 2005-12-17T23:41:18Z 2005-12-17T23:41:18Z its SO cold here that i wore this to the stables:<br /><br />underwear (with two pairs of knickers)<br />3 pairs of long socks<br />2 pairs of tights<br />a pair of jods.<br />a strappy top<br />a t-shirt<br />two jumpers<br />a body warmer<br />a coat<br />pair of chunky and waterproof boots<br />half chaps<br />full lenght, water proof, fleesie full chaps<br />a hat<br />a pair of gloves<br />a pair of mittens<br />a scarf <br /><br /><br />hmmm and i was still cold. i think i might need a full face ski mask or some such thing.<br /><br />aha dear. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:29147 2005-12-04T11:22:45Z 2005-12-04T11:22:45Z aha fuck off. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:28589 2005-12-01T21:19:19Z 2005-12-01T21:23:07Z i think i may start living by the gospel according to GHD <br /><br />sounds interesting, and if it works then the world will be a better place :)<br /><br /> and ill have nice hair. ALL of the time... with nothing licking it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:27693 2005-11-27T20:54:34Z 2005-11-27T20:54:34Z brilliant<br /><br />Apple and Itunes have now a genre called "hardcore"<br /><br /> BRILLIANT <br /><br />just the news i need :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:27532 2005-11-25T20:49:48Z 2005-11-25T20:49:48Z its the back end of November.<br /><br />Its the 25th of November.<br /><br />And today i saw my first christmas tree.<br /><br />Are people aware that you are traditionally ment to get the blasted thing out on the 24th of december.<br /><br />NOT fucking november. <br />------------------------------------<br /><br />*stamps feet at annoying people*<br /><br />------------------------------------<br /><br />other than that first snow of the year! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:26910 2005-11-20T17:20:58Z 2005-11-20T17:25:44Z riite.<br /> <br /> i give up. i know that killing is wrong and fox hunting is wrong. and please dont you lot go into a bludy great big argument.<br /><br />Yesterday there was a group of men, about 9 and about 6 dogs.<br /><br />they were shooting everything in sight. there is a small "wood" at the bottom of the field next to sams. they had the dogs in there looking for a fox scent. and they found it. they killed the fox alright, after it ran across half of the field blood dripping from it, limping and carrying something in its mouth.<br /><br /> i felt utterly sick. <br /><br />sam, and every other horse that has ever been on a hunt were running at he fences and wanting to jump a 3foot 6 fence of wire... (idea of a group of dogs... foxes, you get the idea why they wanted to go)<br /><br />SO. yes i agree, fox hunting is wrong. so is shooting. but i still think if we have to "control" and whatever else, hunting is much more humane. <br /><br />(no rants at me for thinking that. i do think its moraly wrong and disgusting, however, it still in my opinion the best way if there is a problem)<br /><br />next rant will be saved for when i next see the fucking bastard with a Xtrail bike. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:26706 2005-11-18T14:09:48Z 2005-11-18T14:09:48Z I spent 1 hour and 27 minutes on the phone to a lady from O2.<br /><br />This is what I was told:<br /><br />The guy who stole my phone hasn't used it.<br /><br />I "wanna get yourself down to O2 and get a good buddle deal".<br /><br />She lives near me.<br /><br />All other phone companies are liers. (as are men)<br /><br />She tried to give me her number.<br /><br />She sounded scarily like the lady from TGI Fridays.<br /><br />I think I might just give up and admit I sound like a lesbian. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:25293 2005-11-06T17:27:11Z 2005-11-06T21:27:59Z resently i found (and re-realised) these things...<br /><br /> im stressed to an unbelievable amount. but am all fixed now :) learnt how to un-stress *claps hands excitedly*<br /><br />people are made happiest by the smallest thing.<br /><br />it is posible to eat breakfast, however not lunch.<br /><br />no one should ever try to drink more than jess.<br /><br />im am SO sick of the look of my LJ, sooo any ideas for a different look?? meh... i really dont want a pink or purple one... TOOOO girlie :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:24869 2005-11-01T19:17:15Z 2005-11-01T19:17:15Z i have spent the whole day REALLY happy about two things... oliver is comeing up... and sam is moving back to sunniside.<br /><br />both very pleasing, i get in the car with my father and "his bitch" and i have NEVER wanted to jump out of a car moving at 50mph more in my life.<br /><br />i am moving sam for good reasons, some are selfish but they affect no-one in any bad way, other than myself.<br /><br />i have been criticised on why im moving sam, that its "unbelieveable that i expect to do rota then to travel to do my own horse after. just unbelievible that you would DO that to yourself"<br /><br />How im getting sam there. (I.e hacking... because i dont have any trasport, i cant afford it, no one will pay it.) i tryed explaining that i HAVE no money. and that even if i did its the open meet (hunting) on saturday.<br /><br />i just cannot beleive it. <br /><br />i wont go on.<br /><br />it pisses me off more, and its also extremly boring.<br /><br />on a brighter note. its wedensday tomorrow! :)<br /><br />yay... a half day! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:24379 2005-10-30T23:04:19Z 2005-10-30T23:04:19Z I feel like i should say something amazing. when really all thats going to come out of this is a semi-sleepy alex talking about bull.<br /><br />well as i cast my beady eye over more of "the southen end of the country" i quiet like it :) i like brighton a lot... that i did see lots of it but the parts i did see were interesting... not the kind of jump in every shop, bar, anywhere but theres always something to watch :)<br /><br />ermmm what else... ive missed Sam SOOOOO much... its been horrible. that and the fact i have also realised that i am losing fitness. but i am bringing sam home before i get my livery bill...<br /><br />learnt lots about myself too :) so all in all its been an amazing visit.<br /><br />once again... i REALLY didnt want to leave... if sam was anywhere close... ( costing less than £20 to visit him) i would have stayed :) i would have hiden inside the wardrobe, and pretended to go home.<br /><br />xx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:23465 2005-10-20T09:20:20Z 2005-10-20T09:20:20Z starsailor woke up this morning... about 2 and half hours late, and got told that <br /><br />"OH its the EVIL PIXIE look this morning then!"<br /><br />hmmm, anyone who seen me in the morning... is it true? DO i look like an evil pixie?<br /><br />might have been the fact i was wearing my pompom head band, and a black hoody with hoody up on and meing all slit eyed (from being unable to see.)<br /><br /> *ponders*<br /><br /> xx<br /><br />also a little pissed off with college. all who cares will know about it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:23200 2005-10-16T16:05:41Z 2005-10-16T21:11:47Z placebo well...<br /><br /> as most, if not all of you will know... olly came up to stay here...<br /><br /> and well... hmmm<br /><br /><br /> i think i should leave it to him, as im sure you can understand the fun we had :D<br /><br /> xxxx<br /><br />wont be too long til i see him again too! :) (about 5 days!) (yay) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:matilda_merlin:22914 2005-10-16T16:02:15Z 2005-10-16T16:02:15Z placebo A - Age you got your first kiss: real kiss? about 11.. i think...<br />B - Band listening to right now: Flaming lips<br />C - Crush: Olly... <br />D - Dad's name: Nick<br />E - Easiest person(s) to talk to: Myself<br />F - Favorite bands at the moment: Hives... and B.R.M.C.<br />G - Gummy bears or gummy worms: Bears :)<br />H - Hometown: Crook, i was born in cramlington<br />I - Instruments: recorder :) bass(ish) violin (ish) and i can play twinkle twinkle little star on the piano<br />K - Kids: *shocked* (hopfully never)<br />L - Longest car ride ever: 11 and a half stuck in scotland when the car was snowed in.<br />M - Mom's name: Sarah<br />N - Nicknames: ermmm alex, smelly, princess, blob and sometimes PPP. <br />O - One wish: to have a happy life :) and not wake up each day and hate it.<br />P - Phobia(s): well... pidgons, spiders, creepycrawlies<br />Q - Quote: "well fuck you too"<br />R - Reason to smile: everything <br />S - Song you sang last: A.T.R.I... no idea of song name.<br />T - Time you woke up today: Fucking 7.30am thanks to Olly... <br />V - Vegetable you hate: none<br />W - Worst habit(s): biting my nails, not saying what i want, and drinking too much<br />X - X-rays you've had: kidneys (for stones), head, shoulder, spine, neck, lower arm (CT scans??) never broken a bone tho :D<br />Y - Yummy food: everything...<br />Z - zodiac sign: Virgo (teehe... makes much much sense)